What a wonderfully honest look at yourself. Not many of us can be as honest. I also believe in having to do the work. Part of me is scared that if I do the work I will find out that I am not that good and part of me is scared that everyone else will also find out that I am not that good.
You really are quite the inspiration! I think I will try to jump off at the deep end and find out just how good I am … or not.