It is amazing that so many people who haven't personally met you feel so emotional over what you are going through now. Thank you for sharing. It sounds like Ben went the way he wanted. On his own two feet. I'm so sorry that you had to go through this. It is wonderful that so many people came together to help you. I can't imagine what you must be going through right now but know that so many people are sending thoughts and prayers for you and Ben. Take time to look after yourself.