Hi Zach. I think that you are looking at what you will do backwards. There is so much more out there and your black and white viewpoint is not helping. Your second last paragraph … But it won’t go as far as it could have. It won’t be as grand. It won’t be as special. It will never be the thing it could have been. So learn from this and move on. Maybe what your great thing will be is something you haven’t even thought of. Don’t write yourself off just yet. You are still so young and have so much time ahead of you. Don’t waste it on perfectionism. Move on. I feel this year and yes this decade is going to rock for us, so get on board. We need you!